….and cue music

*cue Gangnam Style*

Absent.

I have been seriously absent.

On the blog. On facebook. And even a bit in real life.

Could describe it as a one way pass to funkytown but I have tools now to keep afloat, just enough as to assure I will not sink completely into the murky darkness that is funkytown.

A lot has happened since I last blogged. But an update will have to wait. Not feeling the warm fuzzies that are required to be vulnerable enough to spill open for you people of the interwebs.

I will give you one small update.  I am 40 now. Hmm. Forty.

My gut is feeling a bit of loneliness and feeling like I don’t have any true friends any more. I have been sitting with that feeling and trying to work through it and own my REAL truth but… sometimes… I think that THAT really is my truth. Not the glittery-unicorn-riding-rainbow dancing that I am trying to make it. Another hmm…

Always evolving. Always growing. Always working to fix my life.

Speaking of fixing my life… I absolutely LOVE Iyanla Vanzant’s new show on OWN – Iyanla: Fix My Life. I cry every. single. episode. Just like I did when I watched her on Starting Over years ago. I would love to have Iyanla in my pocket.

Finding my balance.

Here we grow…